I've been back to KL for about one week already
It's really frustrated me due to everything is not settled down and some more have to attend a nonstop trainning programe and unexpectedly very tough test for me to do in order to be cofirmed working under the bank...
Siggghhhhh...i really hope Jesus will come and assist me out of this situation..
I'm getting more and more unsecure for my life..
A lot of uncertainties..
Is that would be better if I already taken the test on this coming Tuesday?
End my extremely long holidays and go back to KL, stressful..
Too many many stuffs required me to handle which I really got no time and very inconvenient to make it..
Dont make me fed up PLEASE..
Never give up leading me to get a way out, right???

Good Luck for my everything in KL

心情不是很好
知不知道有很多话想说，可是却不知从何说起
从几时开始我变成这样，变得有些话想说而不说
还是我真的已经不想再说了
有时候话说到喉间却还是吞回下去了
真是纳闷
不知道为什么会变成这样

为了转移自己糟糕的心情，我只好看一看自己的照片
让我想起了许多，许多不同的事物
真是百味交杂，很多不同的情绪都出来了
快乐的，不快乐的

我看见一个美丽的蛋糕，一个不被欣赏的蛋糕
还记得，那年是个不开心的一次
再次不知道为什么，也许是因为变了吧
从前从前做的事都会被欣赏被在乎，可是渐渐地就变成无所谓了
是我做的不好了还是那时候已经变了
这些问题从来就很难回答

几次的生日之中，我相信这是最糟的一次吧
多可惜，这蛋糕看起来好像很好吃

相信就能创造奇迹

很多事情往往就是很难理解的，本来以为不可能的事都会突然成为可能
谁说不行，先行动吧
相信自己，相信奇迹，相信可能

你就会不一样